playing: underwater exploration by godmode


heyo!! my name’s summer, im 18, born 11/11 (proud scorpio!!), i identify as nonbinary (edging towards xenogender), am currently unlabeled in regards to sexuality, and i use any pronouns with no preference! (if my family ever finds this, everything you just read is actually not there and i was hacked now this website will self destruct)

basic stuff aside, here’s some more interesting stuff!

i’m just a gentle artist living in minnesota who is also an animator and programmer and musician and writer and graphic designer and (aspiring) sculptor and filmmaker and astronaut and ...... let’s just stick with artist. i really have no clue what i want to focus on yet, but what i do know is that i love creating and if there’s an avenue for expression, i want to master it. the astronaut dream is kind of a pipe dream if im being honest, but idk, we’ll see where life takes me :]

but yeah, i’m pretty confident that my purpose on this planet is to create. i always have ideas and i constantly want to do things and express and create, which is one of the main reasons this website exists besides me just wanting a place to insert my brain. i decided one day Yes. I will learn HTML! and then i did and now we’re here.

something i will warn you about though is that i am a very passionate viewer of dan and phil (im sure you’ve heard of them if you were an active user of youtube between the years of 2013-2017). i’ll for sure be using this space to express my gratitude and love for them so if that’s something you’re not gonna be super into, fret not! you can still escape!!!

that aside, my main fandom is the dan and phil fandom, but i do have other interests ……. kind of. dan and phil and the community has definitely consumed most of my brain and has been for the last 6 years but it makes me happy. i devoted a whole section to them so you can check that out if you’re in the same hole as me.

i don't fully understand birth charts but in case you like them, here u go!

scorpio ☉ "your sun is in scorpio, meaning you have a fundamental urge to get to the bottom of things, which can at times lead you to be manipulative or power-hungry, but it comes down to an intense passion for authenticity, real intimacy, and the truth. it's in your twelfth house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through privacy, secrets, and introspection."

scorpio ↑ "your ascendant is in scorpio, meaning you come across as passionate, incisive, cunning, strategic, and perceptive. your intense and tenacious drive comes off as intimidating and powerful if not malicious or aggressive."

gemini ☾ "your moon is in gemini, meaning your emotional self is often restless and unsettled. you're extremely adaptable, which sometimes makes you feel pulled in too many directions. you are easily bored and need to feel like you are free to be creative and create meaning, which can make you feel like you're in a constant identity crisis. it's in your seventh house, meaning you find security and safety through close relationships and long-term partnerships."

TMI but it's fun!!

infp-t (i used to be an infj apparently which was cool while it lasted) "INFPs are imaginative idealists, guided by their own core values and beliefs. to a healer, possibilities are paramount; the realism of the moment is only of passing concern. they see potential for a better future, and pursue truth and meaning with their own individual flair. INFPs are sensitive, caring, and compassionate, and are deeply concerned with the personal growth of themselves and others. individualistic and nonjudgmental, INFPs believe that each person must find their own path. they enjoy spending time exploring their own ideas and values, and are gently encouraging to others to do the same. INFPs are creative and often artistic; they enjoy finding new outlets for self-expression."

maladaptive daydreamer! just a fun fact. i have a lot of characters and storylines in my brain and is probably the root of all my creativity.

hobbies! drawing, making music, writing, animating, being an epic gamer, travelling the galaxy, living in my brain universe

likes! space, nintendo, sci-fi/fantasy, reading when i have the capacity to, the sky, rpgs, nostalgia, vibrant/pastel colors, aliens, drawing elf ears on everything, roller rink carpet, little things, charms, indie games, arcades, gas stations

dislikes! cracking bones, people who stare... like Why, littering (you belong in JAIL!!!!)

nostalgia! club penguin EVERY DAAAAY!!! and animal jam, staying up all night watching weird creepypasta skits, watching the sun come up on my dsi going through flipnotes on flipnote hatena, staying up late watching youtube in general, watching lps videos on youtube till the sun came up (there is a theme here), isolating myself from the world watching death note, riding in a car with my older brother blasting the radio, on the floor of a hotel room making a box hat while watching kickthepj (i wasted so much tape on that thing), staying up all night with my sister looking at the stars through her window and making stupid references, skipping school and making a twig wall while also writing a stephano x pewdiepie fanfic on a stack of logs (i don’t support pewdiepie anymore but i appreciate the weird memories), waking up every night at 3 am to watch dan and phil’s spooky week videos on repeat before school, reading a very sad dan and phil fanfic and listening to two very specific songs for the whole night, staying up all night playing the n64 with my sister and yelling at suicune for failing it's attack, binge watching ghibli films at the end of the school year the night before my mom got a dwi (traumatic but she’s better now), listening creature by it looks sad on repeat while reading comics on fishy websites, binge watching voltron with lil’d (my beloved plushie), animal crossing new leaf

who i watch on youtube! dan and phil!!!, kickthepj, nick robinson, john wolfe, drawfee, nexpo

bands/aritists i like! muse!!!!, arcade fire, jack stauber, sisyfuss, the shins, it looks sad, son lux, radiohead, hollywood undead, sleeping at last, mother mother, crystal castles, hippo campus, miracle musical, anamanaguchi, teen suicide, crywank, makeout, my chemical romance, bedroom, in this moment, evanescence, jaymes young, elliot lee, marina, daughter, rude, senses fail, flughand (follow my spotify!)

favorite video games! legend of zelda, pokemon, animal crossing, the binding of isaac, minecraft, final fantasy, little nightmares, bolt for the ps2 and all those other weird games made after movies/shows

favorite movies! LUCA. ghibli films are always great, interstellar, kill bill, wall-e, coraline, scott pilgrim vs. the world, the florida project (follow my letterboxd!)